Saturday, May 19, 2012

Rode my bike up the hill today. Felt good until I stopped at the top. Suddenly my head started to beat hard and I felt dizzy! I felt awful! This happened once before when I rode my bike up a hill. It sure made me feel horrible. And it's scary. I had to sit on  he sidewalk until my vision improved and I felt better. I was then able to ride back home and went for a walk at the ballpark. But as I walked at the ballpark I heard a song called look like love by Britt Nicole. It was the perfect song for my situation ... "Have you ever felt like your just rushin through life" ... It said "we gotta slow it down.... When we gonna stop runnin... It's up to you and me to leave a legacy..." My life is super crazy busy right now. School is out in 2 weeks so I know my life is going to slow down but during the school year it's tough because I haven't figured out how to be a part time teacher, mom of 4, taxi driver, housekeeper, wife, etc.... And take care of myself the way I really need to. After getting dizzy and them hearing that song, it spoke to me so much. I just really need to make more time for myself. My husband has been saying that too, but it's so hard with a baby, a 3 year old and 2 other children! Plus I have a lot of responsibilities to take care of the house and at my school I can't wait for the summer because my husband will be home too to help me and I'll be able to take care of myself and exercise more. Thanks Britt for your inspirational songs. It reminded me of the importance of slowing down and making sure I am taking time to live how God intended.